[onyxraven]

onyxraven on 20040104 um 1952 Uhr · in reply to: Curse or gift #1554

I would have to say that I enjoy my vampiric tendencies aroune 80% of the time. It is difficult at times for those I love to understand my mood swings, my anger problems, my need for solitude and my need to feed.

There are some who I cannot reveal my true self to, those who do not believe in the ways of the sanguinarian. There are others who think it is a phase that I have been going through for the last 8 years.

There are brief moments when I would like to make all of this disappear, but when I am full of energy, and totally spent, I absolutely love it.

Blessings,
Onyx[/quote]

[onyxraven]

onyxraven on 20040102 um 1908 Uhr · in reply to: vampygothy #1647

Just thought I would put my opinion in on this one. I am a non-goth sanguinarian. I live in a small rural community and am much older than many who participate in that scene here in my area.

I think there are more nongoth vampyres out here than many may realize. I know of doctors, lawyers, nurses, etc.. who are all kin and brethren but do not participate in the gothic scene.

Sometimes a lifestyle does not allow one to participate in goth activities, but we are still very much out here.

Blessings,
Onyx