The Mask (Poetry)

Zitat von darkangeljessica am 14 Mai, 2007, 0922 Uhr

Ok I was really pissed off the other day... and ended up writting some very angry poetry... I don't usually write like this... only when I'm mad.. it's a stress reliever. I was getting crap all day cause I wore a skirt to school... some preppy girls comment just kinda made me snap... and here's what I wrote. I was also listening to ICP so that kinda helped...(I didn't see any rules posted so if cussing or anything like that isn't allowed then I'm very sorry)

Every day I wear the smile
The one that goes a fucking mile
Am I really okay?
As they all like to say?
Or is a mind
Of sinister kind
Forming a plan
To make you all damned

Everyday I act happy as can be
I’m angry and depressed
But no one can see
This disguise of mine
Is just so fine
No one can tell
It’s not real
As the plastic
Slowly starts to peel

I’m so tired of all your shit
Laughing at my outfit?
What’s so fucking funny about it?
How bout you go and die in a ditch
Go to hell you fucking bitch
I hope a bus comes by and runs your ass over
Or that you be beat by your lover
I truly do not care
I just wish you would die

Every day I look in the mirror
And look at the girl sitting there
Then I put on my mask
I have to hide all the facts
But when you say all I lack
I wonder what a knife would look like
Sticking out your back!!

Everyday I imagine I’m okay
And that I will last through the day
With out hurting a damn preppy brat
When ever they say that I’m getting fat
I swear now upon thy lord
I won’t kill anyone
Just look happy or bored
Though inside my little head
I’m thinking of all the ways to make them dead!

I’m so tired of all your shit
Laughing at my face?
What’s so fucking funny about it?
How bout you go and die in a ditch
Go to hell you fucking bitch
I hope a bus comes by and runs your ass over
Or that you get beat by your lover
I truly don’t care
I just wish you would die!

How am I stupid?
You fucking bimbo?
No one really likes you
They just know you’re a hoe!
They look at you and know you’re easy
Ever notice all your friends are sleezy?

Oh so you’re joking about those names?
How bout I openly call you a slut?
And ask if you’ve ever noticed
How many man whores grab your butt?
I doubt I’d see you laughing
Bet you’d want to kick my ass
Well come on Barbie
Bring it on
I’ll hang you with your fucking thong!!

I’m so tired about all your shit
Hey what ya know?
Now I don’t have to deal with it!!