Zitat von maestro am 11 Oktober, 2003, 1322 Uhr

I enjoy vampirism, or what bit of it I do have, I would never give any of it up. at times it does so feel like a curse, but those are times when I am in lust and can do nothing about it, only then is it a curse.

Zitat von imported_noodle am 11 Oktober, 2003, 1637 Uhr

@Vampire_real wrote:

Do you enjoy vampirism , if there was a cure , would you take it or stay a vamp?

Aww.. Dun get all angsty on us, Nick 😉

What about you? Would you like a cure?

Zitat von imported_vampire_real am 13 Oktober, 2003, 1404 Uhr

Offcorse i do , i enjoy it about 90 % of the time , sure there are 10 % that i dont , however as long as you enjoy it more when you dont....

Zitat von spark am 7 November, 2003, 1214 Uhr

thats true 😈

Zitat von maestro am 10 November, 2003, 1739 Uhr

aye

hey spark 😉 !

Zitat von onyxraven am 4 Januar, 2004, 1952 Uhr

I would have to say that I enjoy my vampiric tendencies aroune 80% of the time. It is difficult at times for those I love to understand my mood swings, my anger problems, my need for solitude and my need to feed.

There are some who I cannot reveal my true self to, those who do not believe in the ways of the sanguinarian. There are others who think it is a phase that I have been going through for the last 8 years.

There are brief moments when I would like to make all of this disappear, but when I am full of energy, and totally spent, I absolutely love it.

Blessings,
Onyx[/quote]

Zitat von rendier am 9 Januar, 2004, 1510 Uhr

I don't see anything wrong with it. It is not a condition of mine...it is a gift, and I use my abilities as such...if you look upon it as a curse, it will be a curse...that simple...

😈

Zitat von tormenter101 am 4 April, 2004, 1943 Uhr

i kinda like bein a vampyre i wouldent take the cure...

Zitat von maestro am 5 April, 2004, 1001 Uhr

how could you cure your character?
it'S part of your personality i think

if you'd cure it you would cut away a part of yourself

Zitat von devilish am 9 April, 2004, 2101 Uhr

I think that it is a girf, sometimes, it can be overwelming, but the rewards are far greater.

Zitat von maestro am 18 Mai, 2004, 2002 Uhr

keep it

Zitat von saguineivk am 22 Juni, 2004, 0517 Uhr

Hell late post. 😆

Since I'm still going through that whole "Am I? Am I not? What the fuck am I?!" 👿 period of the whole thing. I'll just, for arguement's sake put down that I am and say:

I enjoy the gift about 75% of the time. 🙂

If I could 'cure' being a vamp through the 75% enjoyment I wouldn't. The other 20%+ I probably would most likely. But then not all of my days are THAT bad.

In so-much of vampyrism I enjoy it fully. The "abilities" or "gifts" that come with it make my life an interesting environment to live in and preferably, I like stimulus over lack thereof. 😈 So.

You've asked your question, I probably won't get a reply.. I'll ask mine.
Why do you ask? ❓

Zitat von fannyfangs am 19 Oktober, 2005, 1052 Uhr

I do enjoy being a vamp, but im always hungry and cant hold down a job. I find it hard to drive my van and my boyfriend has just left me. I am what i am. 😯

Zitat von weighted_sin am 27 Oktober, 2005, 1248 Uhr

I guess it is how you look at the condition.

Me personally, I see it as a, "Curse" if you will, yet at the same time it has opened me to a lot of things, I didn't think I would have discovered if I was just normal and not afflicted.

The Curse part about it, is feeling physically weak, constantly. Having to rely on a donor to draw, or bleed from, in order to feel strong and 100%. That is what bothers me, that is what makes me wish I wasn't what I am.

Yet, feeling the flow of energy, being sensitive to things, that most people don't feel, unless they trained themselves to it, through magic, or other. Has been something that has helped me much, specially out here in Okinawa, which is high on spiritual conduct, like hauntings and such, and it has a powerful energy flow that runs through it.

- Sin