[imported_vampire_real]

imported_vampire_real on 20031011 um 1207 Uhr #150

Do you enjoy vampirism , if there was a cure , would you take it or stay a vamp?

[maestro]

maestro on 20031011 um 1322 Uhr #1549

I enjoy vampirism, or what bit of it I do have, I would never give any of it up. at times it does so feel like a curse, but those are times when I am in lust and can do nothing about it, only then is it a curse.

[imported_noodle]

imported_noodle on 20031011 um 1637 Uhr #1550

@Vampire_real wrote:

Do you enjoy vampirism , if there was a cure , would you take it or stay a vamp?

Aww.. Dun get all angsty on us, Nick 😉

What about you? Would you like a cure?

[imported_vampire_real]

imported_vampire_real on 20031013 um 1404 Uhr #1551

Offcorse i do , i enjoy it about 90 % of the time , sure there are 10 % that i dont , however as long as you enjoy it more when you dont….

[spark]

spark on 20031107 um 1214 Uhr #1552

thats true 😈

[maestro]

maestro on 20031110 um 1739 Uhr #1553

aye

hey spark 😉 !

[onyxraven]

onyxraven on 20040104 um 1952 Uhr #1554

I would have to say that I enjoy my vampiric tendencies aroune 80% of the time. It is difficult at times for those I love to understand my mood swings, my anger problems, my need for solitude and my need to feed.

There are some who I cannot reveal my true self to, those who do not believe in the ways of the sanguinarian. There are others who think it is a phase that I have been going through for the last 8 years.

There are brief moments when I would like to make all of this disappear, but when I am full of energy, and totally spent, I absolutely love it.

Blessings,
Onyx[/quote]

[rendier]

rendier on 20040109 um 1510 Uhr #1555

I don’t see anything wrong with it. It is not a condition of mine…it is a gift, and I use my abilities as such…if you look upon it as a curse, it will be a curse…that simple…

😈

[tormenter101]

tormenter101 on 20040404 um 1943 Uhr #1556

i kinda like bein a vampyre i wouldent take the cure…

[maestro]

maestro on 20040405 um 1001 Uhr #1557

how could you cure your character?
it’S part of your personality i think

if you’d cure it you would cut away a part of yourself

[devilish]

devilish on 20040409 um 2101 Uhr #1558

I think that it is a girf, sometimes, it can be overwelming, but the rewards are far greater.

[maestro]

maestro on 20040518 um 2002 Uhr #1559

keep it

[saguineivk]

saguineivk on 20040622 um 0517 Uhr #1560

Hell late post. 😆

Since I’m still going through that whole “Am I? Am I not? What the fuck am I?!” 👿 period of the whole thing. I’ll just, for arguement’s sake put down that I am and say:

I enjoy the gift about 75% of the time. 🙂

If I could ‘cure’ being a vamp through the 75% enjoyment I wouldn’t. The other 20%+ I probably would most likely. But then not all of my days are THAT bad.

In so-much of vampyrism I enjoy it fully. The “abilities” or “gifts” that come with it make my life an interesting environment to live in and preferably, I like stimulus over lack thereof. 😈 So.

You’ve asked your question, I probably won’t get a reply.. I’ll ask mine.
Why do you ask? ❓

[fannyfangs]

fannyfangs on 20051019 um 1052 Uhr #1561

I do enjoy being a vamp, but im always hungry and cant hold down a job. I find it hard to drive my van and my boyfriend has just left me. I am what i am. 😯

[weighted_sin]

weighted_sin on 20051027 um 1248 Uhr #1562

I guess it is how you look at the condition.

Me personally, I see it as a, “Curse” if you will, yet at the same time it has opened me to a lot of things, I didn’t think I would have discovered if I was just normal and not afflicted.

The Curse part about it, is feeling physically weak, constantly. Having to rely on a donor to draw, or bleed from, in order to feel strong and 100%. That is what bothers me, that is what makes me wish I wasn’t what I am.

Yet, feeling the flow of energy, being sensitive to things, that most people don’t feel, unless they trained themselves to it, through magic, or other. Has been something that has helped me much, specially out here in Okinawa, which is high on spiritual conduct, like hauntings and such, and it has a powerful energy flow that runs through it.

– Sin

[i3l3s]

i3l3s on 20060301 um 1036 Uhr #1563

:whip: i should beat u lol jk. that actually was a good question 2 ask. a few times i have wished 4 a cure. but it was a very bad time in my life that i do not care to get into right now. i can say though that i would never take a cure. this may be a dark and empty way of life. but the old life, nothing but the pressures, losses, struggles, ect, u know what i mean. i do not have that to worry with now. while i do have shit to worry about its nothing like that. some people dont agree with what we do but that is them and fuck them all i have such isolet mother fuckers like those. this gift that was call it has certanly been a gift. i would never go back. this is to much fun and everything seems right for the first time. new life new family….not so new anymore all tho. it may be a desolate life, but its life. fuck what i have to do and fuck what others think, this is my problem, if you would even call it a problem, and not theirs. :0wned2: just kill em all

[ashiri]

ashiri on 20061214 um 0853 Uhr #1564

@Rendier wrote:

I don’t see anything wrong with it. It is not a condition of mine…it is a gift, and I use my abilities as such…if you look upon it as a curse, it will be a curse…that simple…

😈

i agree. you have to treat it with what you want it to be for you. *does that make sense to anyone else besides me????* 😕