it seems this idea isn’t all that new to me. people always perfered preppy people and clean hair. so as society made hidden rules for the basics of personal living, i figured that just to step outside the box i might very well be more enlightened then “them”.
i seem to be breaking taboos left and right sometimes making even myself uncomfortable. if anyone ever bothered to look at my pictures i’m sure you would say to yourself, “weirdo!” hell some women might even find my fishnet and garter belt combo sexy. hell i did! haha
i guess what i’m try to get at is: my own personal boundaries are no longer holding me together. i find that every taboo i break, seems to not be as bad as i once thought. this in a way scares me for although i break my own taboo, i find myself not aggreeing with my own actions. this is complicated be cause i cannot stop myself from exploring the world of forbidden wonders.
i’m changing as a person and i’m becoming something i never dreamed i would ever accept.
for that i am also begining to wonder. who’s going to stick with me as i turn against society?
this is the fuken rabbit
and the hole he has dug and lived in.