[bloodyshadow]

bloodyshadow on 1 November, 2006 um 1108 Uhr #894

Moonlight shadows each chiseled muscle
Like white ink it traces every curve
The only light in the sky acts as a canvass
An outline of your spirit in the glow of the stars
In silence and solitude, in darkness and sleep
In guilt and venom, in tears and loneliness
While everyone else in wrapped in their own dreams
Every night you come to me
I fear rest, and yet welcome the lack of control
When I drift far enough into the hours of black
That I feel your cold skin pierce into my warm veins
Oh how I’ve missed you
Like a needle I feel you there beside me
In happiness in nightmares
In solace and screams
Push the needle deeper, would you please?
Without you here it’s like lying beneath the earth’s waters
The guilt takes hold crushing me in it’s grasp
Your touch relieves the pressure
I look up beyond the surface, and see you, I welcome the pain
An unsure transparent devotion, facing a primal fear
The embodiment of the unstoppable, the improbable
I allow you inside me, so your hand can touch my face once again
That familar sensation of skin upon skin, please let me in
In the sun there’s nothing to do but think of you
And count the tears that fall
I await and anticipate your ghost to bury itself inside me
Calm the addiction with a sugar aftertaste, let me drown
Like a drug your embrace calms me, eases the violent storm
Drinks the tears away, until I can only bleed on your shoulder
Closer to your icy skin the needles dig deeper
While I dream of you, I can finally sleep