Christmas sucks !!!

Ok. heres my rant... I have had a totally sucky year, mentally and phisically....
this year has been awful for me, and my immediate family is gone, no mom or dad...
but in like 12 years since they passed, I havent asked my brothers for anything!! so now I need help... money of course... and are they there??? hell no!! they say call my if you need help, but then what?? I bow down to call and they can"t loan me 50 bucks????
I have friends that have known me for a year that helped me, and my blood wont???
I really dont think family means shit... except you didnt choose them I am really hurt right now.. and looking for insight... :twisted:
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