Zitat von sunrava am 6 August, 2006, 1136 Uhr

What the _____?

What is this _____, why is it whenever I try and get a woman to like me more than as a friend they just wanna be friends. Yet I have women drooling on the net and in person over things that come out of my mind. Why the _____ is it that my exwife has admitted to me that she was never interested in me physically, just my mind. Is it any wonder that I have this _____ _____ belief that my skin is an unnecessary ____ing accessory. No Im not so ____ing pathetic as to want to kill myself, Im just frustrated as all hell. To cite some instances, I can show anyone the women from this site and many others that have plainly stated or creatively that they want me. Then I can show you how well I strike out at a bar. Im no different, Im not shy when I have no fear of losing anything, but yet a woman looks upon me and writes me off. Yet a woman who sees into me sees that Im a great guy, yeah sure with a little bit of a chaotic mind, but what the _____?

You can ask anyone who knows me Im by no means ugly, I have no hideous disfigurements, Im stable (recent improvement, I will grant you), and I have a steady job. I will NOT hit a woman, I dont cheat, _____ if I could simply apply with a resume to have a ___ _____ ____ girlfriend they would beat down my door.

But hey ______ it, whatever, Im just gonna have to be happy with the fact that women cant see when something they want is asking them to dance. Or I guess if it is, they realize they would rather be beaten, or raped, or whored out, or any of the number of _____ing ____ things the guys Ive lost out to do.

Thank you,
Rava