An old poem of mine..
I lay at night and cry
Wondering what and why
My mind is jumbled and confused
Am I loved or am I used
Say we’ll be together again
Will we end up just as friends?
So worried that our “love” will end
Instead of you
Is it my heart I should defend?
You say you love me
But do you really care?
Is it for another girl
That you want to be there?
Is it y our ex?
Do you want her back
Was I just something to past the time
Breaking ones heart
Should be a crime
Don’t know what to think
Don’t know what to do
Do you still love me?
Cause I still love you
No matter how much you hurt me
I’ll always be there for you
Do you really want to use me
As my friends and heart say?
Should I continue to stand by your side?
Should I continue to be blind?